is it the fate of the black body to be a spectacle ?
something to be used for the enjoyment of others . . . ?
freshman year of high school ln a majority white town it seemed like English teachers would become basketball recruiters whenever I would walk into class
Only to be shocked when I said that I didn’t play it
because the only thing more wondrous than a white person appropriating black culture is
getting a black kid to play basketball
like a sport invented by someone who wasn’t of black skin
becomes a national pastime to young boys of color
to the point it becomes a defining characteristic
to the point others will question you if you do not play it
to the point that a black boy who goes to a white school is already labeled a basketball expert
if he throws trash into a barrel call him Kobe
writes a poem for a class assignment call him Kendrick
walks out of class early call him Kunta
if you call him your homie he might think you’re kindred
next thing you know black kid gets catapulted to classroom Subject
Suspect him of everything other than living his life
Put his whole life under a microscope
Yet he is still microscopic
and those who do good get signed to contracts in which they
as long as they play within the boundaries
risking lifestyle and limb on the court in order to bring smiles to the faces of millions
Smile for the camera after they make the shot they made a million
But still a million miles away from where they want to be
Ignore the little boys in body bags
I don’t know shit but
I’ll be damned if a jersey isn’t a skin tag
As if a piece of cloth with the number 23 aint the encapsulated persona of a black man
Like Yu-Gi-Oh of the ghetto
Throw on that jersey to make something whole of your hollow
Ain’t really do shit but you get excited when you hear melo
and in actual fantasy leagues people can own their likenesses
Make themselves the sun in a galaxy full of black stars
Like Pokémon you gotta catch them all to become a supernova
bet money on whether they win they win or lose
buying and selling grown men to the highest bidder
They call it fantasy
Like such a thing has never existed before
it seems that the only time that people want the black body is if it is a backdrop to recreational
entertainment
like we are to be the the drowned out sample before the beat drops
as if blackness was a discipline of dance
an invitation for appropriation.
now race is performative.
as if it’s only purpose is to be provocative.
as if black is the paintbrush to bring color to the dull canvas of the country
And they have the nerve to complain when the paint starts chipping
A Poem
By Rasheem Muhammed
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March 22, 2019